balikan hati.

assalamualaikum.

serius rasa macam nak tulis panjang post kali ni tapi saya sebenarnya sedang mengejar masa tidur. hari ini sangat keletihan. after having breakfast with kamil this morning and going out with leyna, lindos, pikah and kamil. damn tired. serious. 

saya mulakan dengan namanya ALLAH. kerana Dia yang sering saja membolak balikkan hati saya. ALLAH. saya sedang menjalani kemelut hati. sangat. sebabnya hati saya ada di persimpangan. tolong. saya tak mampu menghadapi lelaki yang baik baik dalam hidup saya. dengarlah hati, persahabatan itu sudah lebih daripada cukup. serius. jangan diminta lebih lebih. hidup masih panjang. banyak lagi yang bakal berlaku. ramai lagi orang kau nak jumpa wahai hati.

wahai hati, setialah pada Tuhanmu. kerana Dia yang menciptamu. jangan selalu berlaku curang. jangan sekali kau berpaling tadah dari-Nya duhai hati yang saya sayang. hati, build the boundaries so that you won't feel the disappointment anymore. stop stalking your ex-es and anyone who you're having crush with. that's one of Allah's law which you have broken. hati, i've tried hard to stop you but you just couldn't control the lust you have. seriously, i'm disappointed with myself right now. with the feeling i'm having now.

if only i could play back the past and restructure my past. but heart, please remember something.

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
for Allah knows what makes the best for you and what don'ts.


faiza 'azamta fatawakkal 'ala Allah
fi amanillah..
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*this post is being repost from my old belog which has been abandoned since last two years. feel free to read :)

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